My dad...

God sends us all kinds of messages and they appear in all forms. It maybe the loss of a loved one, a addition to a family. You can't hear these messages with your ears you have to listen with your heart. I just recently lost my biological father. As soon as i found out i was tore, my heart was hurt and still is hurt. Of course i am still really angry about it. My dad was 55 years old and he passed in his sleep, I'm not convinced because after he passed i ended up with his meds so that i could dispose of them properly he wasn't in great health so there are a lot of pills he had in divided into the little trays with the days of the week and so i have been using it as a time line and it doesn't make me feel any better. I am searching for closure and i know i won't get it anytime soon. But i know with time comes healing i know i am going to have to listen to the good lord to seek out the closure i am needing so badly. There really is power in prayer.